It's a 35mph zone during construction. I was doing 54mph. I was shocked and angry when I was pulled over. I was amazed and dumbfounded...nearly speechless. I really couldn't believe it. The officer was very nice to me but kept interrupting my efforts to talk. I got frustrated with him. Quite angry actually. He really made me made because I felt he was patronizing me.
He took my license and registration and went back to his car. I had a bit of time to calm down and realize my fault in the matter. The kids were trying to take my side, but ultimately, if I was speeding....I was speeding. My fault.
The officer came back. I apologized for being a snot. I cried. I cried a lot. I felt like a dumb woman. But, I was truly sorry for being snotty to him. He told me he wasn't going to charge me with anything. At which point I cried harder. He also warned me that in a construction zone the fines and points are doubled. It would've been $300 and 8 points on my license. I was just so grateful.
As I pulled away, I couldn't stop crying and offering my gratitude to the Lord. I learned at that moment how God uses others to do His work. I feel strongly that because that police officer was a good man and trying to do his job with diligence that the Lord softened his heart towards me. I believe that with all my heart.
I cried a lot as I thought of it. We can be merciful to others and do God's will. I deserved a ticket and all those dang points. BUT!!!! - that officer chose to be merciful to me. Isn't that a wonderful lesson? Justice demanded that I receive a punishment.....the officer had the authority to use his judgement and allow me to "go free".
What a wonderful lesson on the Atonement I received that Thursday morning. I taught it to the children as we drove also. I've reflected it on it ever since.
I'm so thankful for the increase of gratitude I have been blessed with recently.
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